A young architect opens the door to two police officers (or guards, as they are known in Ireland) who inform him that his wife, a solicitor, has been killed in a car crash. His reaction is not what one would expect. Instead of being overwhelmed with grief hes overwhelmed by relief - their marriage had been floundering for a long time but neither party had had the courage to end it. Now, left alone to raise his two-year-old daughter, our unnamed narrator has been given a second chance to start afresh. When a married friend, Kate, confesses shes in love with him, there seems only one road to take ...
The book then jumps ahead 17 years and we discover the narrator living in the same house, but alone. His daughter, Jane, is studying classical music at university, but comes home to spend her weekends with him and their dog, the impossibly named Rostropovich. The story then follows our narrator for a year, and in that year, we find him being tested on very many levels.
You need to stop letting things happen to you and make them happen for you, his neighbour berates him one day. You need to be more passionate about life. And Im not talking about shagging me. Im talking about you and this way you have of sitting back and letting life wash over you. Ive known you for twenty years and youve allowed yourself to just exist, youve lived without passion.
This seems to mirror something Beth, his late wife, once told him when they were on holiday in Amsterdam almost 20 years earlier. She thought a permanent move to the Netherlands would be the impetus needed to kick-start his career to the next level, the move that gives you the grand design. But hes content designing houses in small-town Ireland and the idea doesnt interest him. I think youre afraid of the world, Beth said. I knew by her eyes she was serious. I think you feel safe being the medium-sized fish in a tiny pond. But what happens if another fish appears in that pond?
In essence this is a novel about the choices we make in life and the consequences of those choices. Its also very much about unrequited love, death, grief and the relationships between fathers and daughters. And I defy anyone not to read this and be incredibly moved by the gentle prose and the emotional story that unfolds but most of all by the powerhouse ending that turns everything else on its head. This book isnt what I expected, its far more shocking and disturbing than I could have possibly envisaged, and I rather suspect anyone who decides to give it a try will concur. [...]