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Wandering Rocks
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Father Conmee went by Daniel Bergins publichouse against the window
of which two unlabouring men lounged. They saluted him and were saluted.
Father Conmee passed H. J. ONeills funeral
establishment where Corny Kelleher totted figures in the daybook while
he chewed a blade of hay. A constable on his beat saluted Father Conmee
and Father Conmee saluted the constable. In Youkstetters, the pork-butchers,
Father Conmee observed pigs puddings, white and black and red, lying
neatly curled in tubes.
Moored under the trees of Charleville Mall Father Conmee
saw a turf barge, a towhorse with pendent head, a bargeman with a hat
of dirty straw seated amidships, smoking and staring at a branch of poplar
above him. It was idyllic: and Father Conmee reflected on the providence
of the Creator who had made turf to be in bogs where men might dig it
out and bring it to town and hamlet to make fires in the houses of poor
people.
On Newcomen bridge the very reverend John Conmee S. J.
of saint Francis Xaviers church, upper Gardiner street, stepped
on to an outward bound tram.
Off an inward bound tram stepped the reverend Nicholas
Dudley C. C. of saint Agathas church, north William street, on to
Newcomen bridge.
At Newcomen bridge Father Conmee stepped into an outward
bound tram for he disliked to traverse on foot the dingy way past Mud
Island.
Father Conmee sat in a corner of the tramcar, a blue
ticket tucked with care in the eye of one plump kid glove, while four
shillings, a sixpence and five pennies chuted from his other plump glovepalm
into his purse. Passing the ivy church he reflected that the ticket inspector
usually made his visit when one had carelessly thrown away the ticket.
The solemnity of the occupants of the car seemed to Father Conmee excessive
for a journey so short and cheap. Father Conmee liked cheerful decorum.
It was a peaceful day. The gentleman with the glasses
opposite Father Conmee had finished explaining and looked down. His wife,
Father Conmee supposed. A tiny yawn opened the mouth of the wife of the
gentleman with the glasses. She raised her small gloved fist, yawned ever
so gently, tiptapping her small gloved fist on her opening mouth and smiled
tinily, sweetly.
Father Conmee perceived her perfume in the car. He perceived
also that the awkward man at the other side of her was sitting on the
edge of the seat.
Father Conmee at the altarrails placed the host with
difficulty in the mouth of the awkward old man who had the shaky head.
At Annesley bridge the tram halted and, when it was about
to go, an old woman rose suddenly from her place to alight. The conductor
pulled the bellstrap to stay the car for her. She passed out with her
basket and a market net: and Father Conmee saw the conductor help her
and net and basket down: and Father Conmee thought that, as she had nearly
passed the end of the penny fare, she was one of those good souls who
had always to be told twice bless you, my child, that they have
been absolved, pray for me. But they had so many worries in life,
so many cares, poor creatures.
From the hoardings Mr Eugene Stratton grinned with thick
niggerlips at Father Conmee.
Father Conmee thought of the souls of black and brown
and yellow men and of his sermon of saint Peter Claver S. J. and the African
mission and of the propagation of the faith and of the millions of black
and brown and yellow souls that had not received the baptism of water
when their last hour came like a thief in the night. That book by the
Belgian jesuit, Le Nombre des Élus, seemed to Father Conmee
a reasonable plea. Those were millions of human souls created by God in
His Own likeness to whom the faith had not (D. V.) been brought. But they
were Gods souls created by God. It seemed to Father Conmee a pity
that they should all be lost, a waste, if one might say.
At the Howth road stop Father Conmee alighted, was saluted
by the conductor and saluted in his turn.
The Malahide road was quiet. It pleased Father Conmee,
road and name. The joybells were ringing in gay Malahide. Lord Talbot
de Malahide, immediate hereditary lord admiral of Malahide and the seas
adjoining. Then came the call to arms and she was maid, wife and widow
in one day. Those were oldworldish days, loyal times in joyous townlands,
old times in the barony.
Father Conmee, walking, thought of his little book Old
Times in the Barony and of the book that might be written about jesuit
houses and of Mary Rochfort, daughter of lord Molesworth, first countess
of Belvedere.
A listless lady, no more young, walked alone the shore
of lough Ennel, Mary, first countess of Belvedere, listlessly walking
in the evening, not startled when an otter plunged. Who could know the
truth? Not the jealous lord Belvedere and not her confessor if she had
not committed adultery fully, eiaculatio seminis inter vas naturale
mulieris, with her husbands brother? She would half confess
if she had not all sinned as women did. Only God knew and she and he,
her husbands brother.
Father Conmee thought of that tyrannous incontinence,
needed however for mens race on earth, and of the ways of God which
were not our ways.
Don John Conmee walked and moved in times of yore. He
was humane and honoured there. He bore in mind secrets confessed and he
smiled at smiling noble faces in a beeswaxed drawingroom, ceiled with
full fruit clusters. And the hands of a bride and of a bridegroom, noble
to noble, were impalmed by don John Conmee.
It was a charming day.
The lychgate of a field showed Father Conmee breadths
of cabbages, curtseying to him with ample underleaves. The sky showed
him a flock of small white clouds going slowly down the wind. Moutonner,
the French said. A homely and just word.
Father Conmee, reading his office, watched a flock of
muttoning clouds over Rathcoffey. His thinsocked ankles were tickled by
the stubble of Clongowes field. He walked there, reading in the evening,
and heard the cries of the boys lines at their play, young cries
in the quiet evening. He was their rector: his reign was mild.
Father Conmee drew off his gloves and took his rededged
breviary out. An ivory bookmark told him the page.
Nones. He should have read that before lunch. But lady
Maxwell had come.
Father Conmee read in secret Pater and Ave
and crossed his breast. Deus in adiutorium.
He walked calmly and read mutely the nones, walking and
reading till he came to Res in Beati immaculati: Principium verborum
tuotum veritas: in eternum omnia iudicia iustituae tuae.
A flushed young man came from a gap of a hedge and after
him came a young woman with wild nodding daisies in her hand. The young
man raised his cap abruptly: the young woman abruptly bent and with slow
care detached from her light skirt a clinging twig.
Father Conmee blessed both gravely and turned a thin
page of his breviary. Sin: Principes persecuti sunt me gratis: et a
verbis tuis formidavit cor meum.
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